Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Five Years Ago



I wish I could remember what I was doing on this day five years ago. Whatever I was doing, I was oblivious that my baby girl was being born in China. I was dreaming about her, praying for her, hoping for a phone call. But, on this particular day, my life was changed FOREVER and I had no idea. But Providence knew.

On most days, this whole scenario doesn't enter my mind. We're doing life: learning to read, putting puzzles together, laughing, crying, taking temperatures, snuggling, kissing, pouting, correcting, singing (to which she will say, "that's ok mom, can you just let daddy sing?"). She's my baby girl who's turning five. Its not until I get the question, "why doesn't she look like you?" that I'm reminded that I didn't actually give birth to her. From day to day, I'm not really thinking about where our journey began.

But on days like today, I just need to sit and think about that day. I wasn't there for her birth, but others were. If no one else, there was one Chinese woman there. May the grace of the Lord be with her on this day. We will never know all the details of that day and the days leading up to it, but what we do know is that Jesus was there, caring, protecting, carrying out His plan for the life of this precious child, our daughter. Reflecting on this day carries me to the Cross where we see the redemption of all things. Difficult, painful circumstances become beautiful, life changing gifts. I am humbled on this day.

Marc and I want to help Sophie view all of life through the lens of God's greater story of redemption. We are a part of that story, our beginnings, our endings. Our personal histories are important but not ultimate. The ultimate story is that God's people, his creation, were lost and He found us. We were hopelessly trying to do life our own way. God, compelled by love, pursued His people- His stubborn, prideful people. He redeemed us by His own blood. He gave us a new identity, a new life. And then ultimately, "He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away. And he who was seated on the throne said, 'Behold, I am making all things new.'"- Revelation 21:4-5

My Love Muffin, my Princess Buttercup, my Sunshine, my Sophie Mei, she's five today and I'm so thankful for her.

8 comments:

Martha @ Berrybliz said...

Happy 5th Birthday to Sophie!

Doodlebug, Ladybug, and Dumpling said...

Happy birthday, Sophie Mei! Praying for y'all. :)

CoreyHutch said...

I love this post and am so glad to call you guys my close friends. (albeit if you live 8000 miles away! :)

Carley Naramore said...

Sooooo precious Sherry! a beautiful story of God's providence. love you all.

Beth said...

Yay! You are writing again, I love it so!! All so true and so beautifully said. God is so good! What a precious person he added to your life and how that was known before the foundation of the earth was laid.... I always think of that with Sam and Mia too, and I often wonder about the women who bore them and pray for them also...It is all very humbling...Love Yall!

The Stout Family said...

Awesome! Happy Biryhday Sophie!

robin alward said...

We are so thankful we get to be part of Sophie's life! What a blessing!

Melissa Fillingim said...

So,So Beautiful Sherry. I Love this post too. God is so Good..Hug her, kiss her, squeeze her for me. I miss yall so much, Melissa, Sissy